Moving On..

It was so hard to move on specially if your still holding on to that someone.. when you are still missing every moment you had to that person.. and there are things
that you wish you have done so the time he/she still with you.

What I Miss??:

1. Cooked a special lunch/dinner for my visit
2. Do all the kwento's and tsismis as well
3. having a manicure/pedicure together
4. Making lambing to bring her food at any time
5. Scolding me as well, during "those times"
6. when i do make sumbong to her haaay (madalas)
7. kwentuhang walang katapusan (anything under the sun)
8. Our family dinner in any occasion especially during those times that
she still have apetite and cravings for food
9. Baking and cooking Time (that i wish i have that cooking /baking skills that you have)
10. Lastly, your voice.. that i really miss :(


what i wish i have done?

1. make more time for her
2. bring her to any place she/he has never been before, specifically Enchanted (weird no? Plans that we never had a chance to do)
3. bring our Kurdt to her more often
4. gave her enough support for her hospitalization/medication
5. give everything that she needs that i know i could
6. call/text her more often
7. give all the luxury in life (haaay)
8. didn't gave her any trouble or heartache
9. make her more proud of me
10. lastly, kiss, hug and say to her how much i treasure and love her

Who i am referring to? ofcourse, my beloved mom. Time passed by so fast and we are now heading to her 40 days, but still my heart ache everytime i
remember her. I didn't realize that my tears fall down while writing this one.. but still glad thinking that she's silently at one corner knowing that i miss her.

Im still here, on my own journey.. but im sure someday.. our paths will cross again.. someday.. see you then mom... love you